Showing posts with label honesty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label honesty. Show all posts

Saturday, May 28, 2016

A to Z II - X is for Xenial

Today is day 24 of my personal A to Z challenge, which means that X is our letter today. X is for xenial.



To be xenial is to be hospitable. Now that may seem contradictory considering Joe's reclusiveness, but in actuality, he's very xenial with Michael.


He comes out to him when Michael is still a complete stranger to him. Joe makes himself completely vulnerable to someone he doesn't know or trust. But he comes out as a way to extend his hand out to Michael when Michael says that he is gay. He's clearly nervous, and he just explained to Joe how he moved to Detroit from Phoenix to be with a man who was married to a woman. So he's scared and lonely. Joe admits he's bi so that Michael doesn't feel judged. He uses it as a way to reach out to Michael, to make him feel more comfortable and accepted.



Further still, Joe opens his home and his life to Michael. He spends quite a bit of time with him, which Joe doesn't normally do. Whether they go out, or just relax in Joe's apartment, the two men spend quite a bit of time together. For Joe to allow someone other than Claudette into his home, or to spend his free time with someone other than Pete or Claudette is as xenial as he can get. It may not rival southern hospitality, but it is quite hospitable nonetheless.




Keeping things relative, you can see that Joe is actually very hospitable with Michael. He opens himself and his home as much as he can. Joe, by nature, is a loner, but he is a xenial loner.


Saturday, May 7, 2016

A to Z II - F is for Frankness

Hi kids! Today, we delve a little deeper into my personal A to Z challenge. Today's letter is the letter f. F is for frankness.



Joe is a former Marine, and a cop. His position on the SWAT team requires him to tell it exactly how he sees it. Joe cannot help but to be perfectly blunt and frank.



Some might find it offensive, calling him tactless, or maybe even inconsiderate. That's not the case at all. He's simply an honest man. He does not lie. He can't lie - because of his strength of character, and his job.  He is honest. He pulls no punches. He calls it exactly how he sees it.



For people like Claudette and Pete, Joe's frankness is an endearing trait. They love his honesty. They know his heart is always in the right place. They know they will never find another person more loyal or more honest than he.


Michael, however, does not appreciate Joe's bluntness. Joe doesn't hold back, Michael wishes he would. Michael is too sensitive and insecure to fully accept Joe's frank speech. Joe's honesty also means that Michael doesn't always hear what he wants to hear. That is something that Michael doesn't handle well. Not at all.



Whatever your opinion on frankness, it is a very strong trait of Joe's. Good, bad, or indifferent, that's just who he is. Frankness is just one of Joe's many strong qualities.

Saturday, September 12, 2015

It's WeWriWa time!


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This post is part of an ongoing blog hop hosted by Weekend Writing Warriors. Every Sunday, participating authors post eight sentences from a published work or even a WIP (work in progress). Then we hop to our fellow warriors’ blogs and check out all the fabulous fiction that’s happening! It's a great way to meet readers, writers, and your next favorite book!  :)


For the month of September, we will be reading excerpts from The Shelter Director, Jen's story in the Loving Her series.



Shy, quiet, humble – Jen is the kind of person that would give you the shirt off her back and then ask you what else you need. She may not be a movie star, but she’ll treat you like one. She works diligently to help save cats. She sacrifices her life and stability to accommodate her partner. She gives until it hurts, and her reward is a devastating diagnosis. What will her life become?


Background on the snippet: Fred encouraged Jen to go speak to the ballerina (Liz). Jen is beyond petrified - she's never done anything like this. She somehow musters up the courage to actually talk to her. When Jen finds out that the ballerina and her company are touring and won't be around for much longer, desperation kicks in.

     She hesitated for a moment. This was her one and only chance. She didn’t think the dancer would even pay attention to her. But there she was. This moment rested in Jen’s hand. Afraid of speaking and also afraid of losing her one and only chance, she somehow mustered the courage to speak.”I was wondering if you’d like to go out to dinner. Maybe have a local show you around?”



I hope you liked it!
Happy reading!

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Final WeWriWa from The Writer

It's WeWriWa time!


Click www.wewriwa.com for more information and to see other 8 Sentence Sunday posts.
This post is part of an ongoing blog hop hosted by Weekend Writing Warriors. Every Sunday, participating authors post eight sentences from a published work or even a WIP (work in progress). Then we hop to our fellow warriors’ blogs and check out all the fabulous fiction that’s happening! It's a great way to meet readers, writers, and your next favorite book!  :)

This month, we will be focusing on Maria's story in the Loving Her series: The Writer.



Everyone has that one friend - the mother of the group. Maria is that one friend; nurturing, wise, and with a spicy streak, Maria is the matriarch of the clan. Cerebral, emotional, and even sometimes comical, Maria’s story is the seventh in the Loving Her series. The Writer tells the story of Maria through grief, and joy, love and fear, and an emotionally challenging family relationship that threatens to interfere with the love she'd given up ever finding again...


Background on the snippet: Steph and Maria are on a date. Stephania has just disclosed her battle with drug addiction, and the loss of her younger brother to drugs. Maria pauses before speaking. This snippet has been edited to fit 8 sentences.

     “I have learned that in life, we are all in some kind recovery. Whether physical or emotional, each of us is recovering from something. A surgery, an injury, a disease, an addiction.
     “What is important in all of these recoveries is the rehabilitation. Everyone needs to be doing something to maintain this recovery. It could be physical therapy, chiropractic, massages, exercises, therapy, or meetings. They are really all the same. They are the work – the exercises you need to ensure your health and well-being; they help you to get better so that you don’t have another crisis, medical or emotional.”


I hope you liked it! Happy reading!

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Character of the Week: Donna from The Cop/the Loving Her series

Cop, hero, friend, lover, daughter...Donna White wears many hats. She is a deep and complex woman. Hers is an emotionally charged story.


Donna was an only child. Her father, Tony, was a cop. Her mother, Amanda, was a seamstress.



Tony was a narcotics detective. Donna watched him as he risked life and limb every day to clean up the streets of Philadelphia.



Her father's work had a tremendous impact on her. For one, it was made clear to Donna at a very early age that drugs and alcohol were dangerous to say the least. He and his work were also very inspirational to Donna. She saw all of the good that he did, and she wanted to emulate that. Most importantly, it showed her that nothing in life was guaranteed; to savor every moment, and always tell loved ones how important they are.




Following in her father's foot steps, she studied criminal justice at Chestnut Hill College before attending the Philly Police Academy.


She did well in her class. Studious and focused, Donna was one of the top students.


Father's Day came, and as was the tradition, Donna took her parents out to eat at one of their favorite restaurants in the city. Donna and her parents had a wonderful holiday dinner together.


At the end of the evening, her parents drove off back home, and Donna went out to her apartment. It was the last time she'd ever see her parents.


On their drive home, Tony and Amanda were hit head on by a drunk driver.


Losing her parents meant losing her life. Everything was cold, dark, and empty. Nothing made sense, nothing had meaning. Suddenly, Donna's only way of coping was to drink at home, or to try to numb her pain with one night stands. She didn't know of any other way to forget the pain. She couldn't function, no matter what she did.



She went through the motions of life, like she was supposed to, but it was all a facade.
                                       


One year went by, and everything stayed the same. Donna was still completely devastated. She continued to search for peace in alcohol and women. Graduation wasn't anything important. Life was still meaningless.


She started to get some reprieve from her depressive state when she began her field training. Her FTO (Field Training Officer) was tough with her. He tested her and he pushed her. At times, he drove her insane. At others, he was her best friend.



Two days before her field training was to end, Donna was shot when they went out to an armed robbery.


Donna was shot in the back, and lost a kidney as a result of her wounds. She survived, though. In the hospital, she was painful, angry, and depressed. Once again it seemed as though nothing could go easily for her.



She recovers, and much to her surprise, was given glowing ratings from her FTO. Normal protocol would have had her on patrol for three years before she could go into narcotics. Between her father's reputation, and the recommendations from Kirkpatrick, her FTO, some strings were pulled and Donna went right into Narcotics. To make the deal even sweeter, she was teamed up with John, her father's old partner.


Donna excells as a Narc. She does so well that she receives the highest award a police officer in Philadelphia can receive: the George Fencl Award. Donna hates being the center of attention, but she deserved this award (and she knew it).



Life continues on status quo, until Donna's birthday. Once again, she seeks out a woman to help ease her loneliness. But this time, something's different. Heather was beautiful, alluring, addictive. One night of passion lead to two, which lead to more. Donna suddenly found herself in a relationship. She had always been afraid to open her heart to anyone after she had been so devastated by her parents' death. But Heather was worth it.


Or was she?


The relationship had been going well, or so Donna thought. Donna was madly in love with her, she assumed Heather loved her. There had never been a sign to indicate otherwise. Until one night when Heather tells Donna that she had accepted a new position, and would be moving to Chicago. Donna was floored. Especially when Heather suddenly became very cold, and said some horrifically cruel things to her.


Once again, Donna's heart was shattered.



Donna had met a gal named Linda through Heather. Out of desperation and loneliness, Donna sought her out for some support. Thus began an incredible friendship for the two women. Linda introduces Donna to Liz and Jen, Maria and Stephania. Donna went from being a loner to being a part of a group - a family of sorts.



Liz and Jen bring Taffy, a little calico kitten, to Donna for more companionship. Donna's entire world opened up thanks to her connection to Linda. She had friends - people who genuinely cared about her. Now she had a little roommate to boot.




What Donna receives in acceptance from the group, she gives back in time. She always makes herself available to them. When Jen falls down a flight of stairs, Donna is the person she calls. When Linda's shop is vandalized, she knew she could call Donna. Later on, when Katie is kidnapped by her own parents, Donna is right there to save her. 


Katie's rescue came with a price, though. Donna had gone to bed early because she and John had a sting early the next morning. Katie called her in the middle of the night, and to come to a section of town that was quite a bit away. It took a while for Donna to arrive with two patrol officers. Then, they needed to find Katie. After Katie is safe, Donna brings her back home, only to drive her and Linda out to one of the hospitals for much needed medical treatment.


Donna finally crashes in the break room at the precinct. 

She only naps for a short while before going off to her raid with John.




Her exhaustion gets the best of her, and she flubs the operation. John gets shot as a result. It seems that once again, the people closest to Donna get hurt.


In a sick twist of irony, John loses a kidney, like Donna did, from his injury. He, too, recovers. His is a tad more lengthy, but he survives.


Dedicated completely, Donna works diligently to get the guy that shot John. Her work leads her to Brynn, a cop in Doylestown. Brynn and her family are friends with John and his wife, Beth. John had wanted to set them up for a date. Now, they were working together.


Between her concern for John, and her attraction to Brynn, working this case became difficult for Donna. She and Brynn, though, are able to bring justice to John's assailant. 



The most terrifying moment, though, comes when Brynn asks Donna out. That night, Liz was premiering as the new principle dancer for the Pennsylvania Ballet, so Brynn asks Donna if she can join her. Although she is petrified, Donna agrees.


Thus begins a wonderful romance for Donna. Her story ends with a happy ending, but Brynn reminds her that life isn't perfect. That their friends' relationships aren't impeccable. That Donna's quirks and insecurities are just like anyone else's. And that a real life, flawed relationship is even better than fiction.


Donna is such a rich, deep character. She is chock-full of heart, emotion, courage, and humanity. She is a wonderful woman, someone we can all connect to.

Favorite quote from Donna: "I gotta say, it really is an honor to be up here. I never expected to win an award like this. That’s not why I go out and do what I do. I’m a cop because…I’m a cop. My father was a police officer, I had to become one!
     “I do what I do because of my father. He instilled good morals into me. He taught me about honesty, integrity, doing the right thing, fairness. All the things that a police officer is meant to encompass.
     “And I work in the department that I do because of my father. Not only because I am following in his footsteps. But because of how he died. A drunk driver hit and killed both of my parents on Father’s Day. It was a drug related crime as far as I’m concerned. And I don’t want other people to suffer through what I went through. I want to make the streets cleaner and safer by getting rid of the chemicals that cause people to lose their sound judgment and their humanity.
     “I do what I do because I love it and because it’s important to me. Thank you.”




Happy reading!



Wednesday, April 22, 2015

2015 A to Z Challenge: Pianissimo - Day 19 (S)

For the third consecutive year, I am participating in the A to Z blog challenge.
http://www.a-to-zchallenge.com/

This year, we're going to go through my latest full-length novel, Pianissimo.

19 days in means that S is our letter today. S is for softly, or softness.

Pianissimo means, "to be played softly."

How does that apply to the story?

It relates in a few ways, actually.

First off, there is the softness, the tenderness, and the love between Agnes and Margaret. And that softness needed to be played softly due to social stigmas of that era. They couldn't be out and proud, like so many of us are able to be nowadays. Instead, they needed to downplay their love and affection. They needed to be quiet and secretive. Their love song needed to be played softly, so to speak.

Even Corinne's story was played out softly. So much of her story is kept in the silence of her solitude. She had no audience but her own mind (and Millie and Mollie, of course). Her experiences are quiet, heard only in her mind. Rich comes along later, but her self-discovery is still a quiet concert for one.

Corinne's greatest realization of Agnes and Margaret's humanity is the apex of the story, and yet it is played so quietly. It is an epiphany that she shares with no one. There is no giant, "lighting bolt" moment. It's just a thought that gently and quietly washes over her.

There are more ways - several - that softly or softness applies to the story of Pianissimo, but I don't want to give it all away! Just remember that some of life's greatest moments aren't big and loud, but gentle, sweet, and soft.

http://www.amazon.com/Pianissimo-Lauren-Shiro-ebook/dp/B00OEOTZMC/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1420832795&sr=8-2&keywords=lauren+shiro

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

2015 A to Z Challenge: Pianissimo - Day 6 (F)

 For the third consecutive year, I am participating in the A to Z blog challenge.
http://www.a-to-zchallenge.com/

This year, we're going to go through my latest full-length novel, Pianissimo.




Today is F-day! F is for frankness.

I'm pretty bold in Pianissimo. I wanted to be honest and unabashed. There was a reason for me to write this story, and I share that openly in the book.

I wanted to be frank because I thought that was the best way to get my point across.

You see, for as much as Pianissimo is here to entertain you, it also serves a greater purpose. I wrote it with the hopes of reaching people. I wanted to show the struggles of our LGBT predecessors. I wanted to show the similarities between the hetero and homosexual communities. I wanted to remind us all of our humanity. I wanted to show the stupidity of labels and bigotry.

I'm not sorry that I wrote the book with that much frankness. I consider my writing a gift, but what gift is of use if it's not being used genuinely and with a greater purpose in mind? So yes, I am bold, frank, honest, open, and very clear cut. For me personally, a book with a message behind it is the best the kind.

I hope you'd agree. Check out Pianissimo, and see for yourself!

http://www.amazon.com/Pianissimo-Lauren-Shiro-ebook/dp/B00OEOTZMC/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1420832795&sr=8-2&keywords=lauren+shiro

Monday, April 6, 2015

2015 A to Z Challenge: Pianissimo - Day 5 (E)

For the third consecutive year, I am participating in the A to Z blog challenge.
http://www.a-to-zchallenge.com/

This year, we're going to go through my latest full-length novel, Pianissimo.




Today is the fifth day, so we're up to E. E is for extraordinary.

I know, that sounds egotistical at best, but please hear me out.

Pianissimo is my first paranormal story. It was a little tricky at first, but it began to flow fairly quickly. I had a lot of fun writing this story. It was a extraordinary experience to write it.

It's extraordinary in how it developed over two years. I watched this story transform from a small possibility into a novel that I am proud of. I have come a long way as a writer. I am excited to see these changes in myself, and in my work.

Pianissimo may not be my best work of all time, but it is the best that I have created thus far.

Check it out. You might just think it's extraordinary too! ;)


http://www.amazon.com/Pianissimo-Lauren-Shiro-ebook/dp/B00OEOTZMC/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1420832795&sr=8-2&keywords=lauren+shiro


Friday, April 25, 2014

A to Z '14 - Valiance

For this year's A to Z Challenge, I am honoring my grandfather who passed away on April 3, 2013.


V is for Valiance.


My grandfather was a very valiant man.


He served in WWII. He was an MP for a while, and eventually became a speech writer in the Army. He wrote for one of the generals. He was one of the first people to hear about D Day, and wrote a speech for the general that day.


He was valiant beyond his military service, though.


He was never afraid to take risks. Business risks, personal risks - he lived on the edge without being reckless.


Never once would he refuse to stand up for what he believed in. Defending what his right, he was brave and courageous when necessary.



He showed me that you could be brave without being pompous. He was quietly strong. Never one to start a fight, but always ready to do what was best.



Valiance, courage, bravery are all wonderful attributes to have. They cannot be used carelessly. But when used properly, they are the mark of a true hero.


V is for Valiance.